Well the week started out as usual. Sunday night party. I did not go to PHouse that night cuz Josh came over. Which always make me smile and my heart skip a beat. I can seriously look into his eyes and see all of the stars in the galaxy. When he smiles he does no wrong. He is....words cant describe how I really feel about him.
Anywho..Daniel came over for the first time in a couple of weeks and not gonna lie I was really nervous. It all worked out though. I had so much fun! We laughed and had a great time at the party. The party was really crazy. I had a blast. I got really drunk. Josh stayed for the party which was surprising but I was not complaining in the least bit.
Everything was fine at the party...until right before I went to bed. Josh was tired and went upstairs and I was telling everyone goodnight. As I was telling everyone goodnight, I ran into Johnny (Brian's trick from last week). I saw him and told him goodnight. I was really surprised he was at the party. He had the nerve to tell me that Brian was talking shit about me and saying stuff such as to watch out for me cuz I tell people what they want to hear so I get them in my bed. I happily informed him that my boyfriends was waiting for me in my room and he needs to get his facts straight.
Like always I seem to miss all of the good fun. Apparently after I went to bed, Johnny at some point went in the chat room and was trash talking Brian left and right. Brian called him out on it and kicked Johnny and his friend out of the house. Johnny got pissed and slung his drink all over the kitchen and everyone in it. He then ran out of the door like a little wimp.
The next day Josh had to be at school so we woke up around 7 in the morning and I saw him out. Brian was still up and he was telling me about the incident with Johnny. Zac was also up so we had a nice lil chat about the festivities the night befre and what not...also about Nic's new lil fetish...hmm adult diapers...eek..
I eventually went back to bed that morning and slept for a while. Me, Brian and Daniel went to cash our tip checks and then picked Aaron back up from the house and we went and ate at Golden Corral. Afterwards we ran a couple of errands and made our way back to the house.
Tuesday was another uneventful day. I know Josh was very busy that day so I did not get to see him that day which was fine. But I will admit I do miss him whenever we are not together. And when he has to leave in the mornings I just want to pull him close and say dont go. But that is life.
Wednesday I chilled most of the day and Josh was able to come see me before he had a Frat thing to go to that night. It was only for a couple of hours but the fact that I got to see him made my day! He puts a smile on my face. Makes me sick! lol
Thursday was Disney Day!!! A friend of mine got Josh and I into the parks at Disney. My friend Linda was supposed to come but she was not able to. My friends Tracey and Patrick only stayed for about an hour. Josh and I then had the rest of the day to just ourselves.
We started the day out by seeing the end of Dream Along With Mickey. I then had to go see the Princesses and it was so good to see some of the wonderful people I worked with. I then went and saw the Stepsisters (Anastasia and Drizella) and the stepmother (Lady Tremaine) from the movie Cinderella. It was really good seeing them.
After seeing the characters we rode tons of rides. We rode Space Mountain, Splash Mountain, Thunder mountain...they really like mountain dont they! After we rode some rides, I had to see the Dreams Come True parade. I miss performing so very much. I saw some great friends that I worked with and some other people....yeah...ew...
After seeing the parade I ran into a friend of mine named Patty..it was so good seeing her I have not seen her in forever and I love her dearly!!! After that we rode the monorail to Epcot. We walked around the countries for a bit and Josh got something to eat.
We wound up in France and we went to see Belle and Aurora. Belle is so beautiful as is Princess Aurora. While standing there with Belle, Belle asked me if Josh was my bodyguard. I quickly said he is the Jester. I am glad I said it cuz Josh was about to say he was my fuck buddy. OY!
After Epcot we went over to the Disney Hollywood Studios and rode Tower of Terror and Rockin Roller Coaster. I love those rides!!!! They are so much fun! While in line for Rockin Roller Coaster Josh said there was something he had to tell me. I was scared out of my mind cuz there was something I needed to tell him.
After leaving Disney, Josh and I were on our way to dinner and Josh and I had a talk in the car. Basically we admitted that we are crazy about eachother. We ate at Fridays and we had an amazing server who I invited to the Sunday night party. We also saw Erick there which kind of surprised me. lol It was all cool though.
That night I got a quick shower and I layed my head down. I could hear Josh and Jonathan talking and I knew it was about me. I just brushed it off and did not let it bother me. Josh then came in and layed down beside me and I could tell something was wrong. Something was bothering him.
I went to the couch and started watching a movie. My stomach was in knots cuz I was so scared. Josh then told me he needed to talk and for a moment I almost could not breath. I was waiting on him to tell me it is not going to work and that we were breaking up. I dont know what I would have done if that were to happen.
Josh told me that he had been getting messages, also my roommates have too, about my past and everything in between. I choose not to tell people about my past because how can I focus on the present and the future if I have to keep turning my head every 5 minutes to look at the past? Josh was so scared so worried. I knew he was. I care about him more than anything. When I wake up next to him in the mornings, I am truely happy. I told Josh everything about my past. Every little detail. Good, bad, ugly and indifferent. It was almost an hour long story. I told him because I am head over heels for him. I will do anything to make it work and I will not stop. I was waiting on him to run out the door. But he didnt. I am so glad he didnt either.
Josh and I really needed that talk. Apparently he talked to Chaz, Brian and Jonathan and I know they didnt know much about me because I kept everything inside and hidden. I was mad at them at first but honestly, I am so glad they did talk to him cuz if not, I would not have said anything to Josh. We never would have talked and we probably would not have been in the relationship any longer. I love my roommates more than anything. I will do anything for them.
Josh stayed the night Thursday night and it was amazing. I felt closer to him. Friday morning he was debating on going to school or not...I wish he would have stayed but he needed to go. We had our meeting and our cleaning that day and later on that evening Josh came over and we took a nap on the couch. We went to Pulse that night for the Beyonce CD Release party. It was fun and I was so ready to get back and crawl into bed.
I woke up next to Josh Saturday morning which always makes me happy. He was still sleeping when I woke up so I went downstairs to watch a movie. Josh eventually came down and chilled for a bit and then we went back up to my room. Josh had to go back to school to finish up some homework and what not. I know he worked out too. He is so insecure about his body. I think he is perfect. I know he wants muscles and stuff. I just hope he knows that I am falling for the Josh I met and knew...not one who is ripped with muscles.
So all in all it wound up being a very good week and I am very happy. I have a wonderful BF. The best roommates and friends anyone could ask for. Ya know..I dont consider them roommates. I consider them friends. I would not give them up for anything. I hold them very close to my heart and they are all very dear to me. I dont deserve any of it! But..I am glad they are in my life!
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